Crazier-Memoirs

Ughhhhhh

2012-01-12T07:07:00.001+08:00

FREAAAAKKK ): ):
I'm sick!!!

Hello 2012!

2012-01-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

A very good hello to 2012!!! I finally have time to be blogging again. <3 *WHEEE* I already have my new year resolutions planned out and here it is!

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New Year Resolution 2012

1. Do something surprising.

2. Be someone else entirely.

3. Break up with my bed. Lol

4. Having fun while being totally serious at the same time? (LOOSEN UP)

5. I wanna go clubbing!

6. Alcoholic beverages here I come.

7. Save at least SGD 200

8. Have a romantic moment at the beach! LOL

9. Get noticed?

10. Finish 'O' Levels ALIVE. And have total fun after! Haha

11. Go to Dubai! Or Bali~ *joke*
Maybe Auckland or The Maldives!

12. A personal camera! <3 That comes with a printer. Hehe

13. Do something special for each and everyone of my best friends <3

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For number 5 & 6, I know I'm underage but....... A little trying wont hurt. Would it? ;P
The start of this year hasn't really been a good week for me. Others just LIVE to screw me. :/ I have been sick since orientation and I still went to school today. *sighh* and our bubble tea cafe's biggest order screwed up big time when the blender overheated. Unlucky much? Even my relationship is on a roller-coaster ride. Is everything that's happening all a coincidence? The increased rate of natural disasters,does it have something to do with The End?
'O' Levels this year.. It's gonna be a very creepy and stressful year ahead :/

Okay, I'll end here. Time to eat dinner, medicine and sleep. <3 TOODLES!~~

Oh dear...

2011-12-11T23:51:00.001+08:00

Hahah! Whoops. I hope no one reads my blog!!! It's a freaking mess. :D

I'm glad for the mental breakdown lol, letting it out on my blog. *WHEEEE*
Hahaha~

I feel happier. More relaxed. And I HAVVEEE to thank him for bringing me out for the best movie I've had I months without having to doing anything else but watch a movie peacefully. <3 Best guy-friend I could have ever asked for you could say. Hehe! THANKS SHAUN TINCAN LAI IF YOU EVER READ THIS! I have to remember to treat you to a movie or lunch or something. :DDD

The lunar eclipse that day was so pweety! Started out as a little blur dot in the sky and slowly the eclipses start to occur. The slow & sweet process. Plus the Metal Crane Mating Dance at Sentosa, so romantic! Too bad he's single cause his GIRLFRIEND would be so lucky. Hehe~ He HAS got to remember my one night stand suggestion. ;P
*Spongebob singing voice* IT'S THE BEST DAY EVERRRR!

Hahaha~ Today is Bibi's 1st anniversary of entering our house. Time pasts so fast.. And just last year I was feeling excited over a new year in a new class with new faces and new subjects. And now, we're all worried about 'O' levels next year. *sigh* Like they all say, "Tomorrow would be a surprise that WOULD wait till tomorrow." <3<3 (:

Listen to my heart..

2011-12-10T00:57:00.001+08:00

* Listen to your heart, before you tell him goodbye... *

I'm gonna end it. I cant take it anymore. I'd rather be thrown aside and know I'm useless than be left alone with my thoughts.

Good bye my love

Me.

2011-12-08T21:01:00.001+08:00

Yes, I really am the most pathetic person I've ever met.

Hell.

2011-12-07T22:47:00.001+08:00

When I feel like I'm dying inside, this is where I turn to vent out what I personally feel. Wow, I'm useless.

Who am I to my friends? Someone to turn to? Or someone to run away from. What am I worth to the people around me? I really don't want to know. Am I different person in school than when I'm at home? I can't tell the difference. Who am I then?
When I describe myself, I say I'm ugly, useless, nothing great to fancy at all, a bitch as some say, irritating, quite stupid and brainless. And I actually believe that.

Who am I to him? Friend? Or much more? Is he worth believing? Yes. Is he worth my trust? Yes. Would I cry for him? Yes!! Definitely cause it's the first time ever I've felt this way for someone. But, all that we ever talk about isn't anything relevant at all!! You an even bring up a more interesting conversation with your other good friends then someone you exclaim you are in love with. This ain't love to you. I can tell.

Why do I judge people this way???? I try to stay away from people who look at me and treat me different from their other friends. Am I that much a creepy person? Am I that much pathetic?
To the extent that the only few people I get along with now are like people that are 10 - 20 years older than me! And the one guy I get along well with is 5 years older. UGHH!!!

All I'm doing is faking a smile to the people around me that I try to stay away from and at night, I hide under my blanket and cry for a dreamless night. The nightmares I have scarred me during my china trip. What happened to me?

I have made up my mind. I AM mentally weird. I do want to change, but will I like what I become? If I stayed the same. The occurring "cycle" would keep on going on and on and on and on..........

HELP! :/

I have a need, not a want.

2011-12-06T20:51:00.001+08:00

I need a hero.
And I need someone to fall back on.

I'm mentally really tired.

I feel old. Omg. All the redundant thoughts that run through my mind almost all the time I have spent with my thoughts alone... What the hell is wrong with me?!?!?

Needs and wants, wants more important?

Tonight is gonna be a good night!~

2011-11-05T07:50:00.001+08:00

I pray to the clouds and sky above. Today's a very important day I don't want to ruin... Please don't rain on our parade. <3

Oh Mr. Sun

2011-10-25T08:36:00.001+08:00

Oh Mr. Sun Sun, Mr. Golden Sun~

I hate you. Seriously? Stop glaring down on me. I'm trying to rest here?

Haha.

Post-Examination Activities: Day 1

2011-10-25T08:30:00.001+08:00

Okay, a REALLYYY redundant post. I'm on a bus and on my way to Temasek Polytechnic! Damn the one hour long bus ride without no music. Feeling sleepy already...

Why do we even have to head over there anyway? It's going to be such a boring day. And afterwards I have choir! What a way to spend my Tuesday.

Ugh... I have absolutely no idea at all why I'm ranting about school so much today. Well, when I saw his face.. I actually felt like killing and choking the life out of him. Weird. I don't usually hate him THAT much. Just more emotional today? I don't think so. Maybe my weekend's experience made my entire system go haywire. Though I miss the time I spent having fun then, I know I must continue on to the future. "TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!" - quoted
Hahaha!~ that was random...
I'll continue my post later. See how it goes. (:

Oopsssieee

2011-10-21T23:12:00.001+08:00

Hehe! Sorry for not posting for the past few days!~~ Have been VERY stressed about the results I was going to receive. And guess what? I have SUPER DUPER good news! (: (:

English Paper2 - 29/50
Chinese Paper2 - 37/70
Emath Paper1 - 59/80
Emath Paper2 - 75/100
Amath - 72/100
Physics - 72/100
Chemistry - 63/100
Biology - 54/100
SS/Geog - 21 + 31 = 52/100

Well, my paper's results are not THAT good but there was improvement from Semester 1! My humanities subjects need a lot of working on and my language as well. Hmm, Ms Au failed more than half of the cohort's Paper 2. She's just, 'AWESOME'. (:
I soooo did NOT expect a A2 for physics. So surprised! Truthfully, everyone's surprised. Haha~

I'm feeling depressed. AGAIN. One day in the future, I would have to overcome this phase. One day, I would have to pick the road I want to walk. One day, I must feel like the "Queen" of the world. And have a happy ending. Sigh.. Dreams were never meant to come true, were they?

Today, I celebrated Zhi Yan and Chen Xing's twenty first birthday. What a big family I have. (: Had fun taking loads of pictures with them. YAY! (; (: I'm gonna watch a midnight movie later. Gonna enjoy it soooo much. Hehe <3
Talk to you later in the future blog! Don't miss me. :D

Freedom my ass.

2011-10-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

Ughhh.. I think my parents are out to keep me at home for the rest of my life. Yes, im a girl, but I'll be with tonnes of friends! I reallyyyyyyyyyy wanna enjoy my 5 days break... ):
"Freedom" is against me. How ironic...

Happy birthday to my friends.. <3

October 14th. What a day!

2011-10-14T14:20:00.001+08:00

It was only two I the afternoon and had already felt as if my day was all screwed up. ): ):

Ugh. I got so jealous and pissed when he went to celebrate her birthday immediately after the meeting. What am I? Invisible? Oh right... I AM invisible.. I hate it when I'm always treated that way. What did I ever do to deserve being ignored. All, EVERY SINGLE ONE, of my suggestions have ALWAYS been next to nothing. I learned to not just talk at all. I could face up to total strangers and ask them for directions or anything comfortably with much persuading but never am I myself when I talk to my friends. My ideas can't be that bad?!? My great friends close to me understand me but the guy I am closest to in school, that I like, could forget me in seconds. Ugh. It was too much of venom I'm my mind I actually texted Ben to go out! Haha. That brightened up my day.. ALOT. <3<3

I planned out my 4 days break immediately after the SC meeting. I was going to screw today up and do whatever I wanted to and I did. I'm going to spend tmrw reflecting upon what I've done and regret my decisions. Im going to spend Sunday at Kusu Island, relieving myself of stress and trying to feel better about it. Monday, I'm going to let it go and just have fun celebrating the birthday of my Hubby, YuYang, and my best friend since (almost forever) Nurlin. (: I'm going to spend Tuesday, at home, studying. Haha! Oh how I've missed freedom <3

Freedom, is being able to do WHATEVER you wanted. Freedom is the joy of smelling the fresh air out of hell. Freedom is always sweet. For the first few days at least. ;P That is why my word of the day is.... FREEDOM! Who wouldn't love it? Convicts still in jail wish for freedom. People living in hell, pray for freedom. Man like them, are lucky to have 1 second of freedom. Students, experiencing situations like mine, must worship freedom. :D To defy my statement, you must be a workaholic or a mad scientist who's a workaholic. (: It ain't bad, to once in a while let loose "the inner beast" in you and enjoy life while there's still time. Quoting my previous post, "Nothing lasts Forever".

Today, I have really had a lot of fun. First day of freeeddoooomm babbeyy \m/ and I'm lovin' it. <3 no one is going to ruin my mood today. Definitely NO ONE. So toodles for now peepos! Love ya <3

LOL. I pretty sure no one's reading my blog anyway. I'm feeling "freedom - quoted." to type down whatever I want to say. <3 AI EL OH 5 € WHY OH YOU @#^ ! ~

Owwwwh...

2011-10-14T09:59:00.001+08:00

I hit my head on the wall this morning......

I'll sing Hallelujah!~~

2011-10-13T13:16:00.001+08:00

*sweeeeeeeet* END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS IS OVER! I could swear that the Biology paper today was.... Killer. I'm gonna fail it. Or at least only going to get a C6 score. Ughh. But, for now, I'm just gonna kick back and enjoy my *awesome* 5-Day break. Wheeeee~~

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I'm going to watch "Johnny English Reborn" again today. Currently sitting at the bus stop waiting for the bus (or rather counting the time intervals between each bus). (; I shouldn't have came out of the house so damn early. Hehe.

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Bus 190 seems to have a 5 min interval. Next time, someone remind me not to be out of the house half an hour early...... Speaking about punctuality, I was late for 2mins for piano lesson yesterday. And, for that, I had to wait outside for Ms Foong for 15mins. Why? Cause she didn't know I was standing outside the studio and waiting in the lobby for me. Haha! I got my practical exam results yesterday. I PASSED. Yay!! I got a *merit* with 123 marks. :D so close to a distinction of 130 marks. Ain't that a surprise. (:

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Bus 190 has passed yet again. A few minutes late perhaps? Haha! It's getting kinda boring sitting and waiting for time to pass. And watching the buses go by. Haha! Next bus comes and I'm off. :D Well, I'll continue my post later on. Toodles! (:

The Last Stretch..

2011-10-12T11:55:00.001+08:00

One more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day!

This would be the final stretch of my EYE (End Year Examination), and geez am I EGGXIITEDDD!! *wheeee* Today's paper was rather interesting. After spending the entire day yesterday feeling uber stresses out about it, I literally felt like crying before the paper. I couldnt believe I studied everything except Hard Engineering and Soft Engineering. Haha!~ They were the topics that made me almost fail my test. Hahaha! Im such an idiot. Hehe!~ When I saw the paper, I let out a sigh of HUGE relief. The first question was soooo easy, except for part (IV) when they asked about Hard and Soft Engineering. Flipping the page to the next question, I was so darn elated. I studied! Hah! *inyourfacemrlo* I sure hope I'm gonna pass this. Just let me pass my humanities, I'm gonna be a happy and craziee gal. Wooohoooo!~

UGH. Tomorrow's our Biology paper. I still haven't gotten to remember the thing about hearts. So irritating. And the chapter on enzymes. *faint* I wanna get it over and done with! Sigh... I have piano lesson later on. KOI <3 hahah! And I think I'm going to shop for some things for my room. I'm gonna finish packing everything by Saturday. Cleaning actually makes me feel better. After my study room, I'm going to conquer my wardrobe. Then perhaps my sis's and my shared room. Hahaha! It's gonna be fun!

I'm gonna work during the December holidays.. This time it's FOR REAL. I want to learn the ropes in the office and when I grow up, I want to turn it into a better company then it is. My sixth sense is telling me that the office is so screwed up right now... Haha! Good thing I didn't get the work intern for a week at the Science Centre. :D

Im gonna end here for now. (: maybe I'll continue again later! (:

Depressed

2011-10-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

I think I shouldnt have spent the day packing my stuffs... Im totally regretting spending my time not studying for geography.. Even my tummy agrees with me... ):
Nights peeps! Have a great night ahead...

Flashbacks <3

2011-10-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! (;
It's been such a long time, I've forgotten my blog existed. I'm going to take the time after the exams to blog often. Hehe

*AHH* Secondary 3 life is so stressful!! I cannot imagine how it will feel like next year with 'O' Levels pressure exerted on me. Ughh. I'm so failing my humanities, and maybe, CHINESE. Seriously didn't work hard enough for chinese, screwing up the entire Paper 1. At least, I should be glad, that there's only two days of exams left! *WHEEEEEE* I'm gonna spend all my time sleeping, watching movies, sleeping, watching movies, sleeping etcetc. Basically, PLAYING HARD. Unfortunately, there's still our bridging programme.. Kind of annoying.. I mean, I don't wanna go back to school during the holidays! Makes me feel nauseous. Plus, there's choir practice on certain days of which I need to go to help the juniors when I'm not performing. Very irritating. It sucks to have your holiday schedule all planed out for you when all you want is a little peace and quiet, and a little adventure here and there.. Oh well..

Hmm, secondary 3 life has been rather enjoyable although I quite miss being in 2 Opal. 3 Emerald's a class with very incredible people - psst.. All smarter than me. Haha - but I do not think I have regretted my decision in walking 'the path' I've chosen. Speaker about 'paths', I still haven't decided whether I want to go to JC or POLY. The scary thing about the future is thinking about what comes after. I had always thought that things would come naturally in the end but now I realize that life is always staying ahead of us, making sure we never catch up until the very end.. Meaning; no relaxed lifestyles, making decisions wayyyyyyyyyyyy ahead of everything else and definitely no breaks! Nonetheless, life still has to go on, unplanned for you to make the choices that decides your own future.

Something that happened recently had changed my opinion of life. I would bet that everyone would know the same thing: nothing lasts forever. This little phrase of THREE words can be proved by many things. A television series, a movie, a second, an hour, a year, food, school, pens and many more. Why is that so? They would be gone after just a little while. A movie/show ends when the last second of the it passes. Pens would be thrown away after the ink has dried out or finished. Time passes no matter what. Food, expires after a few weeks, months or years! School ends when we graduate from the highest degree/diploma/whatever we strive to achieve. Damn, even learning ends when we pass on! That's the reason why nothing lasts forever. Cause when we're left with nothing but time to spare till the last our heart beats, everything has finally ended! Even the memory of one dies after the last one that knows you passes on as well. Geez, that's just.. Sad. Haha! A friend about mine told me that it's good to look back every once in awhile so... I thought that the life crap would be entertaining. Hehe~

Recently, I have been wondering what it's like to really feel the love of not a relationship but just pure friendship. Hard to find but valuable to keep. Sure, we all have friends, but I'm not sure that they would really, BE, there when it all falls apart.. Imma iish a weirdd gal. Thinking about every random things that come across my mind. CRAP. I took so long trying to write a blog I forgot the time. lol. I'll continue this later.

Toodles for now! (;

The world's biggest Liar.

2010-08-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

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Lies in a thousand colours.

How long has it been?!?!?!

2010-07-04T19:21:00.001+08:00

OMGOMGOMG!!! It's been such a freaking long time since i posted!! Must have forgotten that i even had a blog. Hahas! Time to update about what that happened since i last posted.

Mid-year Examinations,
Well, I failed my History and got around B4 for everything else. Gosh, i need to work hard. And that actually means reading less and study more. ): I want my baby book!! Hahas!

June Holidays,
Kinda boring. Spent days at home reading. Went to KL but as usual, I want to read more than i want to shop. Went for choir. Training for A Cappella fest. We had worked hard for the competition but now, we find out that we had to back out from it. I want to learn SING SING SING!!! So sad. There was the Geo Camp on the first three days of the holiday. So fun!! Yisi went too. I was very surprised to see her there. Sighs. Im starting to feel as if my holidays WERE wasted.

First week of sch,
Well, at least i've been handing in my homework on time. For once, i even completed my weekend homework on a Saturday night too. Speaking about yesterday, I had went to watch Eclipse. Quite interesting. Recommended for those who prefer romance movies. Nurlin has a weak stomach on this subject, so i wont be recommending her to watch it! (:

Jiayous for me to keep trying to work hard. Hope that it would last more than a week!!! Byes. Gotta end here. (: Happy Youth Day! And for adults, celebrate Youth Day too. We're forever young!

Life continues.

2010-05-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

OMG. Long time since i posted. A lot can change. Nothing much happened but ive changed. Ive always felt as if i changed my style every few months. Hahas! Two months have passed since I last posted. I should really post about my BIRTHDAY, but it wasnt really my day.

( 24.04.2010 )
It was fine for awhile. HuiXuan was at my house from morning! Everyone started arriving at around 3pm. Chatted till evening and then we started the games. I admit that it was boring. So, skip to the dinner part. Amreena didnt reply my text. Nurlin and I were like, so upset. Miss her loads. Hahas! The both of us gave the others free time to play and chat. Both of us came upstairs to watch a movie. She couldnt believe i ate two plates of rice. Well, I was hungry! Could have gone for more too. Hehe(: Playground next. But before that, we cut the cake and ate. Quite okay. Grabbed a plate of cream and ran to the playground. I shall make this very clear: SOME GUYS ARE ANNOYING. Fact! Smeared cream on almost every guy's face. Kind of made me happier. Some people say im evil. Well, if you see it that way then i am. (: I cant actually help but feel angry at the sight of the playground. They wasted one whole box of glow sticks to light up the playground. Candles too. AND AND AND,, It was MY birthday. When i said that i wanted to go to the playground, it wasnt just to light it up and make a campfire. It was to P.L.A.Y. I dont find making a campfire amusing at all. So i just played with the see-saw. Yeah. Great Party. I was enjoying myself. Really. Hmmm. A few of us were also victims of wax attack. Try melting just a few millimeters of wax and pouring it all over your leg. Irritating. All of us were then freaked out by the light in the -Army-Protected-Area- , the forest. When the mysterious light blinked out, SM heard this floating above ground foot steps. Told somebody and everyone hurried back to my house. Got my presents. I LOVE THEM. Thanks girls!!! Waterballoon fight then home. All of them rushed home actually. Yuyang, ShiMei and Nurlin are the best! Last people to leave. (:

Anyway, EXAMS have come and are almost over soon!!!!!! Art is all that's left. Damn the person who invented art and introduced it to schools as a subject. DAMN! (: Hahas! I am hyper tonight, Laughing all my troubles away, We just need to be HAPPY!!

Let's not worry to much about other things and SMILE. (Pls Note that no one is ever to remind me about my birthday unless that someone is me.) Shall end the post here. Most probably trying to keep this blog alive and blog soon (: !!!!!!!!!!

Choir Camp!

2010-03-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Back from Choir Camp this morning. Dont know why i felt like this camp was the best one since Primary 5 but it is. Hahas. Hmmm.. Shall not elaborate too much on that.

Day 1; Mr Ong came from 10am to 2pm for choir practice. As a result, most of us starved due to not eating breakfast before going to sch. Hahas. Then we had sectionals, I think. (I have a problem with my memory.) After sectionals, all i rmb was playing some games and preparing for talent night. And at night, I was the only one who slept soundly. Needed it though,
Day 2; Ms Goh made us do same funny, wayyy toooo hilarious warm ups. Ran around singing our DO-RE-MIs. With the NCC cadets looking at us. Hahas. Mr Ong came at 10am again and we had lunch at 2pm. Sectionals again then rehearsals for talent night. Had dinner, showered, then it was talent night. Our grp did Herbal Essence Hair Shampoo Ad. It could change your gender, attitude and make your hair grow longer. Buy 2 now and get 1 free for 299.99 rupiah. Hahas. After that, everyone watch Mononoke Hime in the AVA room. It's a nice show. Although I have this feeling of deja vu where I've watched it before.
Day 3; Breakfast, cleaning up the bunk, telling us the overall points for the grps, then home free!

Hmm. I think that sums it all up. Shall end here. Still have tonns of homework to do, though i dont think ill be able to pay attention to them. Hahas. Byyeee

Im wasting my time away.

2010-02-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

Waste time.
Waste time.
Waste time.

Hmmm. Yes, ive been wasting time. My precious time. Of course, doing redundant things. Like, decorating my journal so nicely. Re-arranging my file. Looking through my drawer, finding my favourite shirt. And thinking about what to dare Mr Dorville. Hahas. I think im a weird person. Anyone else to add to that? I get angry easily nowadays. But still, i keep all that in to myself. WZ is much worser than me. She gets angry the first thing when someone nags at her.

Hmmm.. I think im stopping here. A lot of homework. Cant waste time any longer. Or i will have to burn the midnight oil. Hehe. (:

little things may ruin your life..

2010-02-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. I have made another blog. It's only for people who can take a heart attack after reading. Contains information that can change alot of things.

I'll say it only once, and now. NO OFFENSE THAT IT CAN HURT ANYONE'S FEELINGS.

I think im done. (:

THE SAGA OF DARREN SHAN

2010-01-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, i had actually felt like blogging but all of a sudden, the feeling disappeared. Hahas. Maybe some other time.
LOLs.this post is not only short, but random.

dotsdotsdots.....

2010-01-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

Super long time since i have updated. I've been feeling too lazy.. Two weeks into Sec 2 life. So much homework and i'm going to die. Die hard is what they say, hmmm? I've been reading The Saga of Darren Shan. I absolutely indefinitely Love it! My current addict. (: I'm so HIGH!!! Not really. Hahas.. More tired than ever before. Ending here. Till next time. ( Which could be a long long time. )

): hais..

2009-12-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

No mood at all. Slpy tired and missing everything. Genting was fun. Thai, HatYai was tiring. The tutu car was.. Erm.. quite fun actually. One thing going to another country does is make you think of everything at home. Sigh. There's still Taiwan to go to. ): Yawns.

I'll post some pics..

Me and the Golden Mermaid Statue

(Thailand)

Me and the Cat and Mouse Statue

(Thailand)

Cat and Mouse Island

(Thailand)

Story of Cat and Mouse Island

(Thailand)

Fire Crackers. Fun (:

(Thailand)

Look carefully, A Caterpillar

(Thailand)

View from inside the TuTu Car

(Thailand)

Jaguar used as Marriage Car

(Thailand)

Temple Pyramid

(Thailand)

Me.

(Genting)

Outdoor Theme Park

(Genting)

Outdoor Theme Park

(Genting)

There are still loads of pics.. Post other time.. Buh Byes..

Blog or dont Blog?

2009-12-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

No idea whether i should blog or not. Hahas. Nth to do right now. I have to pack my clothes for Genting tmr..
Haix. So siian. Hahas

Err.. Hahas. End this post here. Hahas. Short post.
Au Revoir. Hahas.

December Holidays.

2009-12-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

Argh. The internet sucks hardcore. On and Off!! Hahas. But nvm ( : I have absolutely, ABSOLUTELY, nth to post about. Except that im going to Genting Highlands, then somewhere in Thailand ( i dont know where ) and then Taiwan!! And that would be nth to post about. Hahas. Siaoo le.. HAHAHAHAS : D
Gonna post pics that i took in Malaysia.

The Monkey. Poor thing in the cage.

Look carefully, His urine.

Nice Scenery One

Nice Scenery Two

Nice Scenery Three

Looks like a Grand place but really only a Carpark and the triangle thingy is just a Kopitiam :)

WTF

2009-11-24T22:11:00.001+08:00

WTF. Everytime I say I dont feel like posting, I would post. Im sure i have a very big problem. I say something and do the opposite. Sian. Nth to post about still post.

Oh Ya! Went Bugis today. Then went to Hospital to see AhMa. She's terribly sick again. Hais..

Oh wells. Nth else to say. Buh Byes!!

Long time no postie..

2009-11-23T20:00:00.001+08:00

Long time since i posted. Im so lazy to post about everything that has happened. So for the time being, i would only be posting once in awhile. For now, I'll talk about Dunearnite and post some pictures.

I LOOKED SO AUNTIE ON DUNEARNITE!!!!!!

I shouldnt have wore that dress. Made me look so auntie. And my stomach didnt feel so good, so top it off, I wanted to go straight home after the performance.

Argh. My computer internet sucks like hell. Keeps lagging. Stupid!
!@#$%^&*@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

Okay. I think im done with the cursings. Gonna post pics (:

The Modern Dance Pic 1

The Modern Dance Pic 2

"Uncle, Uncle!! Why you block the camera's way??"

The ELDS

The Malay Dance Pic 1

The Malay Dance Pic 2

Guzheng

Why do they look so serious?

D'GiG Band Winners

D'Choir : D < Find Me >

D'Choir : D < Found Me? >

Like Auntie Right?

Hahas. Ending Here (: Buh Byes.

16/10/2009

2009-10-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

16 October 2009

Never am I going forget that day ( :

Muffin Making : D Tasted Delicious!

I have no idea who took this. ( and why )

LIN's cake. Yummy... Wish i could eat it now..

Very Random Photo of Table.

YuenZhi's Choc Fudge Rice. He still ate it.

Our Food. Steamboat.

Ah Moi !!

HuiXuan & Lydia

HuiXuan & Venessa

They could get even Crazier !!

Venessa & LIN. Say Cheese !!

I've said it before and I'll say it again. I'll Never, Ever, Ever Forget that day.

16/10/2009 That day Rocks !!!

What a week.

2009-10-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

What a week it has been!!! Party on Friday. Malaysia on Saturday. Novel reading on Sunday and Today, day out with LIN ( and her cousin ) to Lot1.

In Malaysia, we shopped the whole day and we bowled at night. Fun(: I bought quite a huge lollipop for yuyang's B-Day present. Hmm.. Actually, I bought two. I wanted to keep one and see how long it'll last. Hahas. We ate Sushi and I took a pic of loads of cars. Looked like 2012, destruction.

I spent the whole day yesterday reading Twenties Girl. Finish reading already. Yay!! Great book by Sophie Kinsella (: Borrow from me if you want to read it. I have no idea how to explain it's contents :)

Today, very funny. LIN sorta Baby-Sitted her cousin and the whole day was him walking behind us and we kept on forgetting about him. Unfortunately, he's hard to forget. Borrowed some books. Long time since i went there actually. Four books should keep me occupied for awhile.

BuhByes (: Im gonna post pics YEAH!

Lollipop for Yuyang

Sweeten my Heart with Lollipops!

Wow it was a Hot day!!

Sophie Kinsella - Twenties Girl

The books I borrowed. Have no idea why i even took a pic of them (:

Hectic.

2009-10-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today was just.. Wow. Best Friend Forever's B-Day.

Profile of B-Day Girl...
Name : ( confidential )
Nickname : LIN
Born On : 16/10/1996 - 7.20 p.m
Age : thirteen for 2hrs and 20mins
Favourite Colour : Yellow
Any other things about Her : ( confidential )

Today super super super HYPER!!! Had fun since 9:30 in the morn (: Played till now and my feelings are sorta weird. My feet's sore from all the Fun and the word Fun is really like FUN. First thing was cooking. Still normal. Makan time start to siiao. Played with whip cream and SY was bullied by us girls. I sprayed a little of it on his hair. He should have thanked me for giving him "Gel" to put on his hair. Hahas :) After that SY sprayed alot on YZ's shirt. A chicken fight broke out :) Then it was water balloons ( literally balloons with water inside. ) We threw the balloons around and see who it broke on. We managed to burst some of the balloons but in the end, all was used by LIN and Xuan. They had a duel and got each other wet all over. Except for LIN. She had the driest butt. She learnt how to say 屁股 and then kept on talking about how dry it was till i made her sit on the wet floor. Im semi-evil (: We swam after that. Nth else was as exciting as what had already happened and LIN and I thought the party sorta ended abruptly. Oh Wells... Gonna post pics some other time as I havent loaded them yet.

BuhByes(:

Chaotic

2009-10-15T21:50:00.002+08:00

Yippee! Exams are finally over! Looking forward to tmr's party. Im sure it's going to be fun. Well, I gotta slp early since im going over to xuan's house around 9++ That's very early.

Nights!

Gonna stop for awhile...

2009-10-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

Sian. 21 days since i last posted. Haven really felt like posting but still, i gotta kep this blog alive.

Exams are already here. So, wont be posting till they are over. And, And, And, the next day after exams end, we're gonna PARTY!!!! Gotta look forward to that ( :

Going to end this SUPER, SUPER, SUPER short post here. And going to post some overdued pictures.

Learning Festival i think. Helped out in the gardening group.

Lydia's B-Day Party Cake. Me and HuiXuan Celebrated with her ( :

Long unlucky day.

2009-09-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

It's kinda late and im waiting for my hair to dry. Today has been a hectic day. Sch was fine but then, dinner after sch was damn unlucky. First thing, i fell down a drain. Got a bruise that hurts, Alot. I was telling my sis bout how east the drain was to cross and i fell in at the word easy. Everyone was laughing their heads off. Next was the tea. I was telling the waiter to stop giving me more tea and at the word enough, tea spilled onto my book. Everyone laughed again.Thirdly, YuChen drunk like siaoo. She doesnt know what she's talking about.. Hahas.

People rushing me to slp. Night peeps.

Lazy.

2009-09-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

Sian. Holidays over already.. Lazy to post about it. Maybe some other time. Sch today is just as usual. Normal, no diff. Stopped taking pics.

End post here. I feel so lazy.
Buh Byes.

I Feel Like a Photographer!

2009-09-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why i have taken a liking to Photography. I guess that i have nth better to do. Im even done with reading Chasing Daisy.

The book's about this girl named Daisy who has forgotten her extremely famous ex and is madly in love with the man of her dreams, William Trust, otherwise known as Will. But Will has a girlfriend. A chilhdood sweetheart, no less. And as a Formula 1 racing driver, he puts his life at risk every day as he goes to work. The day before a race, Will confessed to Daisy that he had feelings for her and they shagged the night away. The next day, Will died in the race after a crash. Daisy was heart broken. She quit her job immediately and went home to get chased out by her Father. She went back to work with the Formula 1 team and Will's team mate, Luis, confessed his feelings for her. Then, then, then...
Er.. okok. I think ill type out the story of the whole book at this rate. If you really wanna know then buy it yourself or borrow it from me!!! Here are some pics.

This is the book cover.

This is page 397. Read to find out what it is about. Cant see? Then nvm.

Yesterday's Home Econ was "Pasta Soup" It is in inverted commas as it didnt taste or look like Pasta Soup. It tasted like smashed pasta and looked like smashed potato with extra ingredients. After Home Econ, I immediately smashed it up till everyone you looked at it felt like puking. Disgusting! Took some pics of it! Hahahas. Maybe it doesnt look as disgusting as it seem. :D

Before Everything Happened

After Everything Happened

Haix... I wonder who 'emoier' Soon Yi or Me. I know one person in particular doesnt feel a thing. Dont know why keep on thinking bout him but nvm... I'll forget it soon. Ending the post here.

BuhByes.

It's Picture Perfect!

2009-09-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

Note: This post is going to be Picture Perfect!
Ive been taking loads of pictures these few days and going to post them all in a go.

Home-Econ on Monday. HuiXuan and YuenZhi partner tgt. They tgt always very Happy de. Always paoqi me and Lydia. Took a pic of the chicken me, Lydia, WengPing and Venessa cooked. Tasted delicious. Yum!

Went out yesterday with WeiZhen and Partini. Took More Pics, in Pizza Hut. (: I ate the Chicken Royale but i really thought that it should have been called the Cheese Royale. There was cheese everywhere. Then, after eating, WeiZhen played with the leftover food and 'created' a face. She said that it looked like a bear. I said that it looked more like a Bug. Vote for yourself!

The Leftover!

Our Drinks. Tasted bland to me.

Chicken Royale ( Before Eating )

Chicken Royale ( During Eating )

Chicken Royale ( After Eating) *I couldnt finish eating(:

Our Table Before Paying.

Today, I reached home noticing crabs in the kitchen inside two buckets. 10 crabs for tmr. (: Took a Pic of them and my Saga Seedling. Proud of the little growing plant.

Left Bucket

Right Bucket

My Little Growing Plant(:

A long week ahead... A LONG WEEK OF HAVING FUN!!! Cooking Italian food on the coming Monday lesson. I wonder how ill fare this time. Gonna take more Pics(:

A Typical, same as always, Teacher's Day

2009-09-01T11:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the Teacher's Day Celebration... Hurray... NOT. Children* aged 13 and above have nth to look forward to except their birthdays. Sobs. No more children's day ): Teacher's day celebration was the same as always. If anything had changed from primary sch to sec sch, it would only be the sch environment and new faces.

Went back to WestView today and got scolded by Nurlin for being more than 1hour late (: Luckily, we could still go inside. Nth has changed much. Still the some dull colour which sucks. Met MsWee and MrUresh. MrUresh said that I had suddenly disappeared and MsWee said that YeeHwee suddenly disappeared. Still the same old WestView(:

Had home econ yesterday too. Roasted YuenZhi's friend. If anyone ever roasted YuenZhi, XuanXuan would be moopy for days, maybe weeks, or maybe even years. JkJk. Tatsed delicious(:

Very busy so I'll end here. Toodles. Post pics some other time. :D

.:: C O M P L I C A T E D ::.

2009-08-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

In sch, we have friends. Friends that help us through thick and thin. At home, siblings dont understand. Life may be good, but it's complicated. In my life, it seems that everything has become topsy-turvy...

Haix.. Nvm. (: Is should not everyday emo. Smile KY, SMILE. Soon Yi sit beside me like also emo emo de. He say i emo he also mah.. :) Soon Yi say that when he emo he cuts himself and not feel hurt at all. Great idea for him but not for me. Got 22/30 for eng compo common test. It seems that i can only depend on my eng and lit. Got 18/20 for lit test. Highes in class and not boasting. Denny boasts when he's always the highest in class for something. I wonder why he boasts for something like that. Weird to me.

If everyone were the same, the world would be in chaos. So, everyone should have their own stlye of living. Some people depend more on one thing than another. Other people depend on other things more than one. NOT everyone is the same and people need to understand that.

Btw, I wanna post some pics taken in sch. (:

Ending this post here.. Hoping that people could understand that not everyone is the same, doing the same things, acting the same way, loving the exact stuffs. BuhByes.

Here are the pictures...

Random Photo of clouds in the Morning. This one looks like a cupid (:

Home Econ Baked XiangWei (:

Muahahaha. Im a Stalker. :D

This would be LYY ~~eating~~ licking a cheese sausage.

MUAHAHAHA... *cough*cough* HAHAHA :D

Un-Answered Questions...

2009-08-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Why do birds want to fly? Why was the world created? When was earth first discovered? By humans or Dinosaurs? There are lots of un-answered questions in science but the most important in MY life is that Why must love be hurtful? It's not much of a question but thinking about it is crucial...

You could say that you love someone but then, are you prepared or wouldnt you feel that just loving someone aint enough to make him happy... Now, I really dont know.

Okay. Enough sappy talk. This week had gone by quickly. Sch's a bore as usual. In choir "touched up" Stupid Cupid and learnt the dance steps. Quite awkward dance steps but they're okay. Living in the Weirdest world ever.. Maybe i should have gone to Zheng Hua with Nurlin..
Nvm. (:

BuhByes.. Ending post here.

Change.

2009-08-14T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hiii! Long time since i posted. One Week to be Exact. National Day was a bore. Same as always. Wasnt exactly enjoying the concert on Friday last week. Ive got something to say about ... .... She doesnt want to admit she likes .... ... and like ignores her friends? Well, actually me. She could face the fact that they could stead by now and instead, They talk to each other 24/7. It's paranoid.

Ok. Forget about that. This week, im actually quite guai. Everynite do Homework. First time in the year i bothered to do my Science Theory. First time in the year i bothered to Zhou Ji myself. Quite amazing. In choir, we learning Princess Mononoke and half done with Stupid Cupid. (: Quite satisfied with the life im living in now. No quarrels and squabbles. Keefe hasnt been a pain in the neck. Joshua turned out to be nice although he's still annoying. (: If only Life could stay like this... (:

Ending post here! BuhByes! :D

Tired... Haix...

2009-08-07T08:58:00.004+08:00

Why must it be so hurtful? Im really tired... In the gallery blogging :) It's boring. The class is like...idk. Ok. Mdm Sarinah told the chairmans to keep the class quiet and seated on the benches but 1Opal is seated on the floors, enjoying the they from there. Just now, during the parade, some of them even went outside to watch the parade from there. They never listen to me. Ms Chen had also told me to look after the class, especially. Haix... They are very...idk laa... At least the other classes are getting restless and seating on the floor too. But then, they are not as messy. Haix... Mood is sad. I dont know why. Even when i smile, it isn't for long before i frown again. Haix...

Blah Blah Blah

2009-07-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

Im lazy to poat lehh.... Tired. Wont be posting for quite awhile.

(: byes...

Together

2009-07-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

What did it feel like that time when ... and ... were tgt? I dont really feel good about it. HuiXuan screamed his name out loud during Art today and the teacher though i was attached. Dumb lah. Ms Julaidah was acting weird today. She asked Aishwarya about the celebrity Aishwarya and Aish wasnt really keen on answering her ques. I was like... "what?" nvm. Dont think about it.

Toodles!

Project Fun!!!

2009-07-27T19:43:00.000+08:00

LaLaLaLa~~~ Today is about the most fabulous project day ive had in the year. Actually, there was supposed to be Five people coming over. Then it became Four. Then Three. Hui Xuan and Yuen Zhi couldnt come... Sad Right? In the end it was only Me, Lydia, YuYang and SoonYi. HaHaHas... Lemme briefly go through today's happenings.

Sch was a bore as usual. After sch, waited for mummy to come and fetch us. Waited for around 10-20 mins. Then, still need to wait for WeiChen. She went back to get her stuffs, which included her rollerblade, etc. etc. 20mins passsed before we started back for home. We played 1 hour away and slacked another hour. Before we knew it, it was already 4pm. :)
I cooked for them to eat. (Im a Good girl Right?) Let me tell you the story of the KFC man. Partini actually ordered KFC for us to eat. But then, when the guy was outside my house, we were still waiting for WeiChen. The guy left after waiting for 10mins... (I Think) Then they called and said some rubbish i already knew then I told them to deliver it to the new address, which was the office. But then, they nvr did turn up there. That was why I had to cook the (Sort Of) disgusting Fried Rice. I didnt add much of the Light Soy Sauce and it tasted bland. At least YuYang ate everything. :) After completing (almost completing) our Project, we played Hide-And-Seek. I am still the Champion!!! It was only when I hid behind the umbrella when i was caught first. neverless, I was always caught the last. :) LaLaLa~~~

Gonna eat soon so.... BuhByes!!!

Havent been posting. :)

2009-07-26T08:51:00.001+08:00

Havent been posting for like since June? Lemme see... Since June, many things have happened. Shouldnt elaborate on the past though. I should say that the recent happenings are of better... of better news.

Went to the Cinemas with Nurlin to watch Harry (Hairy) Potter and The Half (cold) Blood (ed) Prince (ss) . It was Okay... But i still think that the Goblet of Fire and Chamber of Secrets are nicer to watch. :) NOT that The Half Blood Prince was Bad. Just adequate.

The best thing (or I should say bad) is that WeiChen is living with us now. She plays the computer all day (hogs it) and doesnt want to help out at the office. Yesterday, She ate Four Apples. I mean... ONE in the Morning. TWO in the afternoon and the LAST one at night. She's a little weird. An apple a Day keeps the doctor away but four could give you a belly ache. Oh Wells. :)

Been slping earlier than usual and I dont know why. Just feeling tired most of the time. Ive fallen twice in the week as I walk to sch. I suppose it me Closing my eyes as I walk but i also blame the Tiles on the floor. (Dumb Tiles)

Buh Byes. >.<

So many activities these days... AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

Very, Very, Very, Very, Very... TIRED!!!!!!!!!! Sunday with Couz. Monday 6G Gathering. Yesterday Yuen's B'Day. Today Choir Outing. All till LATE at night. Tired... Ok. Enough blabbering about how Tired i am. Yawns* Lemme go through briefly about what's happening.

Yesterday.

Went to HuiXuan's house to try to make Ondeh Ondeh. -If you don't know what it is, it's green in colour, very soft, the shape of a sphere and very hairy. - It's green as green food colouring is needed in the pandan juice to knead the dough. Don't think horny when you read, hairy, as it actually means that the grated coconut is " hairy ". After that, took a taxi to Yuen's house. We were already running late. HaHaHaHaHaHaHas. At Yuen's house do nth. Sian. Then go home round 9pm-10pm. Very Tired.

Today.

At 11++ go Bukit Gombak meet with HuiXuan and Lydia. We went to Clememti tgt. Eat pizza then Blah Blah Blah... Haix. Too Tired to continue. Details some other time.

BuhByes.

TIRED. But it was worth it...

2009-06-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

Lemme see.... I'm starting to forget one's presence in this world. He's getting one my nerves. I think i'll elaborate on the happenings, yesterday and today.

Yesterday.

The day started well... At 1pm, my mum fetched us all to get my couzins. We then headed over to Lucy Jie's new house at woodlands. We reached there to find food!!!!!!!! We were starving!!!!!!!!! After eating, we played a basketball match at the half courted basketball court. If you don't know what it means, it means that it's a half court. I thought the court was a little funny till Chuan told me that they had re-shaped the half court. Actually, I didn't help my team a least bit to win. I was just standing there. Only, ONLY Wei did the playing. HAHAHAS. Me, Shawn, Jie, Wei and Yun played against Yan, Ying, Chuan and Hui. But, only Yan, Chuan and Wei were playing. Hahahas. Err... After that, we swam. play a fool in the pool and soaked in the water. Then, we got up and played basketball. I got the hang of working as a team... At least I think I have. I still like shooting free hoops better than working as a team. Then, we swam again. This time, we played underwater catching. everytime I was the catcher, I went for Wei. I caught him six times. then I got tired of it. After bathing, we went home.

Today.

CLASS OUTING!!!!!!!!!! Went to East Coast for class outing today. at first, only three people. Then five. Then six. Then seven. FUNNY LEH!!!!! We rented some bikes and cycled around. YeeHwee got lost while cycling and when we stopped for her to find where we were, we ate ice-cream. ( We = Me, YiSi, SimShuang, Elroy, DingYang and Kentley. ) It was really a time to act childish. YeeHwee actually became crazed. Kept on singing... 当我们同在一起,在一起,在一起... 当我们同在一起,真快乐无比. Erms... actually, everyone became crazy. We even found the most childish game to play. Experience is something unexplainable. I shouldn't really elaborate on it. While waiting for my dad, I took out my water balloons and bit a small hole in them. I started spraying the guys with the balloon. DingYang was the wettest. A whole balloon burst on him when he was trying to bit a hole in the balloon. Ha! Then, YeeHwee had the stupid idea to fill up plastic bags. They did it though... And got scolded by a auntie. Everybody tried not to laugh but still, in the end, we laughed. We shared ghost stories in the bus on the way back and everyone freaked out. When Sim say halfway, Elroy say, "stop it... I scared." Everyone laugh sia... What's more was that he was hugging the chair when he said that!!! Hahahas Very tired le... Hehes... Stop here le...

BuhByees...

Breaking down, hard and fast.

2009-06-06T11:01:00.000+08:00

I have no idea what went wrong today. Just one wrong word and everything went kaboom. For those that know me very well, you 'll know that i don't usually give feelings away. Oh wells. I'll end here. I've only got the heart to write this short post. Won't be posting any sooner, i guess...

Feeling lost.

Weird... Feeling very weird...

2009-06-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

I have a sudden urge to do something... Is that what you call feelings? Confused. Mixed together. Haven't got a sense of direction more than a Kit. I love you Guys!!!

ily. but you have enough love to give out to the Whole World. Is it worth it?

L O V E D - I L Y . TOO

2009-06-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

Errr... I don't know how to phrase this... I'll start with Monday.

Monday.

Went to sch for Maths Olympiad training. Wasn't listening to class. Doodleing the whole lesson. Took pics of what i doodled and sent to HuiXuan. Very funny. Next time then post pics. The rest of the day was boring, staying at home thinking bout something / someone .

Tuesday.

... Maths Olympiad Competition. I could have left the whole paper blank if they had told us that if we were done with the paper, we could leave the room, EARLIER!!! I guessed the whole paper through and didn't try at all. Stupid!!! Spent the rest of the day staying at home thinking again.

Wednesday.

In sch cleaning the Orchard. Got my shoes dirty. Like i care. When I had nth to do, I called Nurlin. By the time I reached home, my phone no battery. Charge for 1hr only then went out with Nurlin. Went to Beauty World and go Book Shop. Err... My Warrior Cat book order haven come... Haix... Still needa wait. Then, went to Mac to eat. Discussed bout Private Life stuff and ate apple pie. Played with the left over fries and left. Shopped around the place and took a bus to Jln Asas. When we took bus 67, we didn't have quite enough room to stand. The first thing that happened when I went into the bus was step on a person's foot. Then, me and Nurlin talked so loud the whole bus could hear us. When we stopped at Jln Asas, I was sure that the whole bus was relieved to have us out of there. HaHas. We went to Coffee Bean to get a drink. And the drink was nice.

Today.

Errr... Went to YuYing Sec for this Environmental Friendly Course. Of the 6 people that were going, only me and JunLi showed up. A Lost Cause. A 23 seater bus with only three people inside. Slpt in the bus though. It made up for the amount of slp i lack. But still not enough...

Conclusion. Very Super Tired. Only can think of one person.
BuhByes.
Want to SLP!!!!

ILY my sweet dearr... Your wish would come true soon but not too soon. So far, fate tells me that we weren't meant to go so fast. So pls... SlowDown.

H E A R T - B R O K E N

2009-06-01T02:29:00.000+08:00

I said im editing today and here it is!!!

* Hahahas. Long time nvr post liaos... Now in the karaoke room nth to do posting. Next time then edit. Hahas. Lemme see... I've kind of hating the person i've liked. He's getting to be a kind of jerk. Oh wells.
I just sang this song for my mom and i feel tired... Sianz... Slp for a while... Save as draft first... Hahahas.

22:23

00:05

Awake... It's midnight now... Im in the bus, on the way home... Hahahas. 2moro then edit... Gd Nite. Sweet Dreams.

BuhByes. *

Edited Version... Hmmm... It still looks the same to me. Hahahas. I changed blog le... HeHe. Post next time. I very lazy le... Holiday le... Can slp le... Holiday dun think will post as much.

BuhByes.

LaLaLa~ I Love You Laa DeaRR... But you're Quite Mousebrained If you don't know... But you are still my DeaRR...

In Karaoke Now!!!

2009-05-30T15:07:00.000+08:00

Hahahas. Long time nvr post liaos... Now in the karaoke room nth to do posting. Next time then edit. Hahas. Lemme see... I've kind of hating the person i've liked. He's getting to be a kind of jerk. Oh wells.

I just sang this song for my mom and i feel tired... Sianz... Slp for a while... Save as draft first... Hahahas.

22:23

00:05

Awake... It's midnight now... Im in the bus, on the way home... Hahahas. 2moro then edit... Gd Nite. Sweet Dreams.

BuhByes.

* U P S E T - A N G R Y *

2009-05-20T09:27:00.000+08:00

GRRRRRRRRR... I can't help but feel angry at some thoughts. I have always said that i forget things easily but I can't help but remember those upsetting and troubling things when people ALWAYS, almost always, come up and remind me. ARGH!!!

Ok. Enough Yaping. Life ain't all that perfect. It's not a way of life to think negative thoughts everyday. Just be happy and smile. I hate holding grudges. Let's just put all the past behind us and don't stay in those roads. Everyone should spread their wings one day...

Mixed feelings. Might just be Moodless. Can't say.

Rest is What I Need.

2009-05-16T14:08:00.000+08:00

I think that i have to keep silent for AWHILE. lazy to blog liaos leh.... Hahahahas (:
AWHILE means cool it for a few days maybe. I needa REST!!! Lemme seeeeee.... I forgot that the class has 17 boys, not 18. I was thinking... thinking that the class has 18 boys right? Then Ms Chen, HuiXuan and Lydia reminded meee that the class has 17 boys... I really needa break!!!!

I burst when im angry. Not happy say luhh.... I change if that person, or class, is desperate. Who says that a person needs to ASK the other party when She/He is gonna get angry and scream.

My Story...

2009-05-13T04:18:00.000+08:00

The leaf-bare winds blew into the apprentice den of the Thunder Clan camp. Foxpaw was getting excited to his warrior ceremony. It was going to be held that day, moonhigh. She stalked out into the clearing and saw Bluepelt, gathering up the warriors for dawn patrol. Cloverpaw, Bluepelt's apprentice, rushed to her mentor and they, together with Morningtail and Tesslefeathers, went out through the bracken.
It was an ordinary day for Foxpaw but something had hunted her during the night. She had dreamt that Thunder Clan's previous leader, Firestar, came to her and told her a prophecy, so dangerous that it might bring an end to the six clans. "Foxpaw, Foxpaw!" Firestar was crying in the dream, "Beware of the danger that lurks. Fire and Tiger should have never been mates." The memory of the last words of Firestar brought Foxpaw back to the present. "Life in the clan is great. I'm sure that there's nothing to be worried about." But little did the apprentice now that everything was going to change. She heard her mentor, Leafdapple, calling and quickly ran to her. It was her last training as an apprentice and she was going to enjoy it.
At the training hollow, Leafdapple was trying to teach Foxpaw a new fighting technique but she had noticed that her flame-coloured apprentice was not really paying attention to her. She seemed to have a thought in mind.

..........So, how do you think of my story? I guess that ive been reading too much Warrior Cats these few days but i can't seem to have enough!!! Haix. So many things have happened at home since i was sick and now, EVERYTHING is topsy-turvey... Haix... Maybe in the next few posts, i would start by continueing with what i have typed down. Happy Reading!!!

If you are interested in reading the Warrior Cats series, come ask from me!!!

...........

2009-05-08T11:38:00.000+08:00

No feelings, no idea what feelings i should have... Moodless.

Super short post, just to keep this blog alive...

I'm bursting soon!!!

2009-05-05T12:22:00.000+08:00

Must everyone in my class be so naive? All guys act like childish 3 year olds and some girls are so... sO... SO STUPID!!! I hate many people but i have no energy no shout anymore. I can only say that Fathehah is too full of herself.

Haix... I hate Napfa 2.4 runs. I get so tired. I noticed that for every one round, it felt like two rounds of 1.6. VERY VERY TIRED!!!!!!! I'm going to end here and get 40 winks. (:

This is a short post...

Irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-04T11:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went out for dinner. Dinner at restaurant at some Ah Yat Restaurant near Jurong Bird Park. After went to Home Team karaoke. At first, no body was drunk. After a while, this bus driver from daddy's company, became drunk. He was like dancing around the room!!! When ZhiFang sang 不如跳舞, he was dancing like siao!!! Partini took some pics but haven send to com... SO SAD!!! or can show what he was like doing... Then, he wanted to sing this song he didn't know how to sing. That still ok. When he stood up, the mike connector fell onto the ground. He didn't even know!!!!!!!!!! WangLin, another bus driver, wanted to help him to attach it back but he was like, '不要!!! 不要!!!' Then everyone laugh like siao. You think this is funny? Laugh at what he did next and you're no different from him. After singing, my mommy sang this song. He was like touch here, touch there. Then, me and daddy sing 白狐... He was trying to pull everyone out to dance with him. Partini, YuChen and ZhiFang ran out of the room immediately. He tried to pull LiLi and blocked my view from the tv. I screamed at him!!! I screamed through the mic. He shocked untill just stare. Finally, there was peace to sing. But, I didn't have the mood to sing anymore. I told daddy that i go outside find Partini and the others. After that, my father 'escorted' him home. I was wishing that my daddy didn't drive him home and let him walk home. My mommy told me afterwards that he had drank half a bottle, corrections, half a JAR of mattel. I think that he drank it on the rock.

Today, morning started out fine and lived the afternoon in the kitchen peacefully. Evening today was like... i dunno. I have no idea how to explain it and maybe not explaining it at all.

Im not in the Mood. >]

Bored... so upload pics.

2009-05-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

There's nothing to do today so very, very bored... Decided to post pics of the past few "outings"....

Me and daddy!!!

The flamingos in Jurong Bird Park...

Group Pic!!!

Me and Selena...

Another Group Pic!!!

m3 bIrThDaY... hApPy BiRtHdAy To Me!!!

2009-04-27T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i celebrated my birthday!!! YIPPEE!!!!!! Birthday at chalet, play, play, get wet, play, eat, chat, nonsense talk, talk bout sch life with BEST FRIENDS!!! It's been a long time since the three of us could be together... Me, Nurlin, Amreena!!! Haix. Malini so sad... She's worried bout her sick mom to be enjoying the party... I feel sad for her.

My 4kg cake was divided into 2 cakes, 2kg per cake. It was shaped in the number 13!!! Unfortunately, i got angry... but before that, i was having fun in Escape Theme Park. Luckly, the INVERTER was closed for mechenical checks... Most of us, ShiMei, Gelvan, YuYang and some more people, were relieved. The viking ship was... Okay, okay but i almost flew out, sitting at the second last highest spot with Nurlin and Amreena. I played in this ball thingy like a hamster. Actually, i have no idea what's the objective of that ball. JianLi said that i was the best "hamster roller" there... Thks!!! I love hamsters.

Back to being angry. When i disappeared to have some alone time with Nurlin and Amreena, they didn't even notice my absence. Then, when i went out with Nurlin, Amreena and Jianli, they were worried sick! They were rushing me to go back to the chalet, making my phone no battery!!! Angel tried calling through her own phone, HuiXuan's phone and YuYang's phone. My phone almost died!!! We only went out to look for blindfolds and Coffee Bean. We needed to get the blindfold to play Three Blindmice and went to Coffee Bean in E!Hub to get drinks! In the end, Amreena got her Double Chocalate with Whipcream but, since SOME people were hurrying us, we didn't get the blindfold and didn't play Blindmice at all!!!! All the NERVE of some people!

My couz were like ignoring me. They were busy playing soccer when i was cutting the cake and they were practically ordering me around to get food for them!!!! The NERVE of them. When they came back, they were squeezing on the bed, trying to get a chance to play the computer.

Today, was actually, going to start with a swim. Unfortunately, EVERYONE woke up late. I have had a PERFECT birthday. I wish myself a very happy birthday with a birthday song.
Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthdat to me.
Happy Birthday to KeeYan.
Happy Birthday to me.

^_^

Some "sensible" words...

2009-04-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

Peom. Be Yourself...

There's nth in the world that can replace you.
Your mom gave birth to you, the one and only.
Treasure your life and it'll bring you luck.

All you have to do is be yourself.
No matter where you are,
performing on stage,
in public,
at home with family and friends
or any other place.

It's not a right thing to
show off.
Some people hate that.
Yet some people,
Think that you don't quite
Deserve the attention you seek...

Be yourself and you'll find sweet stuff
Candy brought to you when you're sick,
Uncountable presents for your birthday..
Most important,
Many many best friends...

i LOVE going out with NN...

2009-04-11T12:36:00.000+08:00

Out with NN for almost a quarter day... But before tat, i have to say tat my damned TT is very...(no words can describe her). Her teaching method very... Simple. P5 students and onwards will know it 2oo... Who doesn't noe how 2 just sit there and observe ur student doing his/her work!!! Second time i've said this today... If i wasn't 'respectful' to elders, i would have started scolding. (Dunno y i get irritated easy these few days...)
On wed, me and jas were pointing our middle finger at MO for almost the whole damn boring period. The tcher was such a ****ing jerk!!!

Back to the present... Me and NN spent 1hr++ at Bukit Timah. We went to this bookshop there to buy books then went to this shop selling stationaries. We bought DOODLE books there. One for each... Spent 30mins trying to find the perfect book. We went to Chua Chu Kang after tat. Then...(lazy to continue).
Wells, walk around CCK then went home... Details, some other day then post.

Legend.
NN=Nurlin
TT=TuitionTeacher
MO=MathsOlympiad

yIpPeE...hUrRaY...maybe not...

2009-04-11T12:24:00.000+08:00

2 good news,maybe 3.
1. B'day's coming in 2 weeks time...
2. Maybe celebrating it at a chalet... Just maybe...
3. Tini's coming back tomorrow...
YIPPEE!!!!!!

...1 bad news.
There's this SUPER irritating person, that might know who HE himself is, tat's irritating me. If i wasn't "respectful" to the elders, i would have started scolding liao lorhs...
KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Haix...

2009-04-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

VERY VERY VERY... sian. Tini went back today. I very sad, feel like crying now... Now, I have good news and bad news... Good news is tat Tini will be back next week and i'm 'acting' strong, trying not to cry... Bad news is tat cause LILI wants to go back too, Pappii has some very serious moodswings. One minute he was angry and confused, another he was regretful and upset... I think tat i'm turning MAD too... *sighs*
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel sooo much better......

This DAMN ****ing class...

2009-04-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

*Haix... It's a little complicated in this DAMNED class of mine... Choir chers where at recess choir prac today. Ms Goh almost forgot to let us off untill we reminded her. The bell was going to ring then... The whole entire class was waiting outside 4 me & HX to open the door when tat bell rang. Fathehah, the so called pretty & good at everything, started to boss around. I shouted back at her 4 not being patient then... the rest would have been clear to 1opal's students... Lucklly, i had reassurence during maths class... Ms Loi was jst touching and going so i smsed Tim and conversation continued... Ms Loi didn't suspect a thing. He said tat he didn't noe wat touching and going meant and after trying to explain tat it has nth 2 do wif molesting, i think tat he was playing around...(HOPEFULLY). Rest of the day was lived uneventful... Toodles!
(It's getting much more boring with a new tuition cher... Might be resorting to posting everyday due to boredness)

Not Lazy Anymore... Maybe jst 4 now...

2009-04-02T10:27:00.000+08:00

Yippee!!! I'm in the mood for blogging... Today, i sat on my phone during history period... The inside screen cracked for the second time...*Haix... But then, this gave me the opportunity 2 use my dad's phone... Yippee some more... I think today too high liaos... Must be HX fault tat she made us laugh so hard...

Jasmin and Venessa Gang should actually be more together. They've been angry at each other 4 days and still mad today. It's jst cause of a stupid ipod and copying homework... I dun noe y they must fight over such little matters.. Oh wells... gettng lazy again... even lazy to make capital letters... hahas. Oh yarh... today's april fool... have fun pranking till midnight!

This Blog Ain't DEAD... Jst Lazy.

2009-04-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

*sighs* These few days damn lazy... Lazy to sms, lazy to type, lazy to do hw. I think tat i'm actually slow in the work i do...(dun tell cher-lies, all lies) Sianz... although lazy still slp late*yawns* Tired yet reluctant... Nth happened (jst 4got n lazy type), except tat today, at Bukit Gombak's McDonalds, HX very the PerBert. She made me, Lydia and Jasmin laugh like siao. I almost vomitted (maybe vomit a little liaos) Yuck... talked chat then late 4 choir... Haix* Damn lazy to continue... Gone to do HW... Might not be posting 4 another 1 to 2 weeks...

tHe LATEST -com- uPdAtE...

2009-03-29T04:32:00.000+08:00

YIPPEE!!! New com monitor came today! Few days back, i wanted 2 print something from DOWNSTAIR's com (my com) but monitor spoil... VERY SAD... Then mommii say go buy new wat then it came TODAY!!! The screen damn big sia... Like last time my TV (the smaller version). Maybe not big but a bit 2oooo wide 4 me. A small and simple, hst 4 printing, com is enough... Using the laptop 4 the past few days... Can't bear 2 keep it so jst "thinking" tat's it's mine will help.
Won't think tat i'll be updatin anytime sooner.... BYES!!!

A Week 2 4get...

2009-03-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

A very uneventful week it is. Not much happening. The only thing tat's good enough 2 be typed down is tat TODAY, got tat DAMNED sports day... Always hated sports day since Primary3. One thing i noe 4 sure, I hate running & noone will see me next year, running. It sure looked as if it was gonna rain but it didn't. DAMNED u. PrimarySch's sports day was usually in the morning... WHEN THE SUN WASN'T ABOVE OUR HEADS!!! Don't noe y the sch's crazy enough 2 hold it dead in the aftnoon. Luckly, i ran 4 the 4times100m relay, lower sec girls. It wasn't SOOO hot then, cause it was at 4pm++. But still hot. I'm sure tat we got the forth or fifth. Not tat it's cause i dun get anything. I always get tat same position. EVERY YEAR, during PrimarySch period. Still hate it 'n' always will...

.::REASON::.
1.hate competing when we can jst help each other.
2. *paused 4 thought* There's no second reason. No third either.

The Choir Days...

2009-03-21T12:34:00.001+08:00

Sianz... The past few days go 2 CHOIR... Only Wed was a EvEnTfUl day... I'll just start on Tues... I went out wif Nurlin & YeLLoW to cck lib. We sit there say jokes then do hmewrk... YeLLoW vry DUMB... He sit there do like nth... Stupid person.

On Wed, go CHOIR liao then rush hme... Go BBQ at KaiKai's house!!!! Long time nvr go there liaos... When i reach there, they've already started... I there walk around cause at hme eat liao... Hahas!! At 8++ we started 2 play catchin... Go die larh... I wif Hazel & Ariel catcher.. 他们和我的年龄分别有那么多... I one person catch better... I one person catch Giggs, Denzel, Gary, Phyllis, Penny, ShiXian "n" her sis... Waloa.... Legs vry vry pain... Then, Elroy, ShiXian"n"sis & Penny, is catcher.... i squat at the highest part of the grass slope they pass me twice also nvr see.. Hahas... Then ShiXian see me, run, run, run... Hide besde the washin machine of tat abunana house... Giggs vry noisy then they see Giggs talkin 2 me.. RRRUUNN again... Haix* Then i trapped at the grass slope there... Then get caught liao... Sianz... Later then play ice man, i was hidin perfectly hidden behind this car which was hidden in the darkness... Should knoe dun tell Gary where i hidin... He used me as a excuse 2 let Elroy catch me and let him go... Once i heard them get closer i quickly RRRUUUNN liao lorh... Then i save some people then see Partini and Yu Chen walking up hill... Die... Wan 2 stay longer... The rest of Wed was so quite uneventful...

Yesterday, go to Bishan Park Sec 4 the Choir Exchange... They were much more better than us... All of us felt dissappointed...Haix* Today every1 like superman got energy like siao...HAHAS...

The Few Days Back...

2009-03-21T12:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA!!! For the past few days, it was all bout fun...

Yesterday, I went 2 Sentosa 2 play... Plans ruined by RAIN... SOBS... Nothin more 2 say.... At Sentosa, i took a lot of pics and took some bckgrnd pics. They were awesome as i would say myself. I took a pic of the beautiful setting sun which was just PURRfect... HAHAS!!!

As for today, VERY, VERY, VERY sianz... Go 2 school for the English Language Camp then LaUGH, LaUGH, LaUGH cause the trainer very funny... Come home then sleep untill 4pm... Haix... BORED!!!

Bored...Like HELLL.........

2009-03-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

Nothin better 2 do then HOMEWORK... Sianz sia... There's English, Maths, Chinese, Science, History, Geography and Literature... VERY VERY SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..... Due to cretain standards of boredness, I've "created" a poem...

HOMEWORK

Sometimes my homework is small

Sometimes my homework is long

But whenever i do my homework

My homework is always wrong

Sometimes I do my homework at a slow pace

Sometimes I do my homework faster than days

But however I do my homework

my homework is still a pain

Sometimes my homework is easy

Sometimes my homework is hard

But whenever i can't do my homework

I feel like a retard

This POEM is by Faiz Khan.

Found on the WEBSITE http://www.poemhunter.com/ ....

All I Had Was FUN!!!

2009-03-15T13:11:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! Yesterday, choir very funny... I whole time chewing CG then Hui Xuan always make me and Lydia laugh... YeLLoW then keep on jumping 2 try 2 touch the ceiling like Joshua(ARROGANT)... Me, Hui Xuan and Lydia laugh at him, cause he can't reach it... SHORTY!!! Today, went out with Nurlin(BFFS)... We actually found the album FEARLESS!!! Took us long eoungh... HAHAS!! Then both of us make fun of YeLLoW... HAHAS!!! I tell him tat both of them were meant for each other... SEMI-EVIL was wat i called myself... Nurlin just said tat i was a bully... Many things happened today but some aren't meant 2 be typed down... All I noe is that I had so much fun i could LAUGH OUT LOUD right now... HAHAS!!!

HOLIDAY'S COMING!!!

2009-03-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

A few more days 2 the start of holidays.... SO HAPPY!!! But SO SAD... Monday got English Language Camp then wEd 2 fRi got choir camp.... Everyday morning 2 evening.... *SOBS* Only tuesday got free time... Haix* Post sometime soon...

The Start Of The Week!!

2009-03-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

It was a wonderful start of the week n i hope tat the last days till the end of term would go good...

On Monday, after school, Nurlin asked me whether i could go out... I was free after school so i said yes n we went 2 lot1... We went 2 the LIBRARY and found the books we wanted but only i could borrow so i waited 4 her 2 read her book... While waiting, i found a book called, "The Cat Master". It looked n sounded just like the warrior cats so i borrowed it. I've already read it n my guess was right! IT WAS JUST LIKE WARRIORS EXCEPT TAT IT WAS NOT SO LONG... We then went 2 POPULAR 2 look 4 Tailor Swift's album, FEARLESS... Still cannot find...(SO sAD) After tat then nothing happen liao... Go home, sms, sms, eat then sleep... UNEVENTFUL RIGHT?

LATEST UPDATE ON PAST FEW DAYS!!!

2009-03-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went 2 malaysia.... Very fun sia, i go there 2 shop, eat, shop and eat... I went there with my Mami, Tini, Uncle Daniel, Uncle Tan and Uncle Lee... Oh how i hate Uncle Lee... My phone is still new then he say my parents buy laoya phone for me... He's a pain in the neck! Yesterday I bought a new pants and a new skirt. They were both pink in coluor! Then went 2 eat ayam petnyet.. YUM!!YUM!! The rest of the night passed uneventfully...

Today, celebrating Yu Chen birthday... In the morning sms with YeLLoW then go 2 doctor... Go doctor 2 see my nose. My nose past few days always kana bleeding... In the afternoon, go out 2 Orchard... Actually Nurlin got follow but then her Mom dun allow... KNS larh... Halfway 2 Orchard she sms me say her Mom change her mind... SO SAD AND FURIOUS!!! Then when go Orchard, go eat ayam penyet AGAIN!!! Now, my father going 2 bring us out soon so cannot type more... UPDATE MORE TOMORROW!!!

FUN, FUN, FUN!!!

2009-03-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

Today, i went out with Nurlin, my best fren... Very fun lor... When in school, she asked me out... Immediately after she asked, called my mamii 2 fetch m3 home... Very fast lor...(as if) I reach home liao then sms YeLLoW... I tell him not 2 sms me or he would DIE... He really listen leh...(so stupid) I take shower after tat then go out... First, we go 2 ZINC...(my bag spoil then need 2 buy new wan...) Then, we go 2 LIBRARY... We go there return books, then both of us borrow again leh... Bag very heavy... We go eat at the Food Culture after go 2 library.... (THE USUAL FOOD!!!) We got go 2 arcade toooo... Got this new machine then go there look at other people play... Then both of us act childish n go play one card game... Playin at the arcade made me POK-EYE... (NO MONEY VERY SAD!!) After pok-eyeing ourselves, go pie kia... (lucky still got some leftovers) Wait for the chicken ham and cheese pie kia can wait 15mins lor... Nurlin thought need 2 wait 30mins but luckily, got 2 ovens... Then, my daddy rush me so we quickly rush home...(SAD... if not can stay longer...)